Leah Burke: Do you ever feel weird?
Simon Spier: Weird?
Leah Burke: Sometimes I feel like I’m always on the outside, there’s this invisible line that I have to cross to really be a part of everything and I just can’t ever cross it.
Simon Spier: Me too.
― From Love, Simon
So I saw Love, Simon last night, and though my Parabatai will argue I’m a crier, I wept through most of the movie like a baby. While it wasn’t a story about a lesbian, so much of Simon’s experience resonated with me. Really it got me thinking about all the stuff I missed out on and how the things his parents said to him, I needed to hear someone say to me. I didn’t really have that. My family was me and my dad. The only time we ever talked about my sexuality it was a footnote in a larger conversation. Which should be comforting in hindsight when really it always felt like I was held back just shy of truly living my life. Continue reading